Can't figure out how this thing works. OK, it's officially summer for me. I am now out of school. it still hasn't hit me yet. I wonder why that is?? Is it because we had such a crazy year, with my boss quiting in a rather grandiose fashion trying to bring the place down with her? Or, is it because like a toilet paper roll, it just keeps going faster?? God, i hope not, because 10 years from now will feel like a week, and the school year is over! Wait! I will NOT still be doing this job in 10 years!! Erin will be graduating from high school in 10 years. Holy shit that seems crazy. anyway, i guess maybe it will all seem real when i am sitting at the pool this weekend. i don't know, it just doesn't feel like I have been present in my own life for the last few weeks. I am not unhappy, i just don't feel anything about it really. I am kind of ambivalent to it. I have been strutting around my house announcing that I am done with work in a rather jubilant voice, much to my families chagrin, trying to convince myself I am as happy about it as I have been in the past, but maybe I don't feel like I need that time yet... I don't know.

So It begins...

I have been thinking of doing this for a while, but felt sort of lame, like"who wants to hear what the hell I have to say.?" I'm just a house-wife/ part-time preschool teacher. But then I remembered, I used to have a brain, and a voice, and thoughts, so I may never have a single soul read, or care to hear my random thoughts, but, hey, I am doing this for myself! More to come....